Being home post surgery for the past month has provided opportunities for introspection. Already an introspective person, this time has allowed me to see opportunity is everywhere, even in places and situations we’d rather not have or be a part. While I’ve been sleeping a lot, healing a lot, feeling better (a lot), I’ve been considering some things. Pain is a way of alerting us something isn’t right. I’ve been in a lot of pain but wasn’t sure of how to alleviate it. I chose a different route and while difficult, I’m healing and I feel so much better than pre-op. I hadn’t been getting enough nutrients in and I’m blessed to have people in my life who’ve been willing to help me with this. Things have tasted so different, (gross, bleech!) And while this will change, it’s the present reality of which I’m living. One dear friend gave me this particular protein and while at first it didn’t make me gag, it was still difficult. It’s frustrating to have options but not really know how to apply it. I can’t give up on myself so then, what? Things that used to work prior to surgery like my love of almond milk no longer apply. After many modifications, being introduced to Fairlife with this protein and peanut butter makes this happy lady nutritionally satisfied. Sometimes we have the right idea but it just needs some adjustments and time. I think we have to be careful of sticking with something; a practice, relationship, idea, etc. for the sake of it worked previously if it isn’t bearing the fruit we desire and need. The premise may be correct but different applications and modifications may be needed to get to the desired completed goal 💜
